Monday, November 21, 2011

A Little Bit Stronger

I'm BACK! It's been a month, I've been trying very hard to figure out what my first post back was going to be once my little man made his appearance into this world! I have like 3 drafts, but I just didn't like them.
Well, I had my beautiful baby boy, he is the best thing in the world! Not only is he a looker, he is a well behaved baby! I can't believe he is already a month old!! :) How the time flies!! 


A lot, has happened since he got here, that is another reason why I haven't posted, but it's time. I am becoming a stronger person, and I need to be for my handsome son! Ya'll don't need to hear the whole story, but let's just say the guy who helped make such a wonderful boy decided he wanted to leave, and do his own thing. He left and seems to want to live life up like he was in college again! All I can say is GROW UP, you have responsibilities and quitting your job isn't very smart decision! But, neither is abandoning your family! But, all of that is besides the point, it's time to move forward and just take it day by day! I have a NEW man in my life and he is making me a stronger person! :)
The great thing is, he has helped me see how STRONG I can actually be! and I am getting through this. Not with just my family but his family and all of my friends. He said I wasn't strong enough to do it alone, boy is he wrong, and he is truly going to regret the days he is losing as his son grows. 
It just makes me sick that someone could do that! Each day I am getting stronger, I'm not going to let his stupidity bring me down!! 
 I just LOVE this song, it's a good one to listen to! 
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Love this quote!
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I do have to say I received the best birthday present this year! :) 
Mason was born October 21st, at 6:45am. For being a first time mom I think my whole labor was very smooth sailing, ONCE I got the epidural, before that they said I was one angry woman! I beg to differ! ;) 

I get to see this face everyday....who wouldn't be strong for this! 


I love ya'll!! 
Until next time!! Keep Smiling & Loving Life!! 
If you feel you have hit an ultimate low...just think how strong you can be!!
 Pull yourself together! I know you can do it!! 
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He's the person who pulls me together!! :)

5 comments:

  1. VERY PROUD OF YOU, KAYLA. SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO. LOOK FORWARD TO ALL OF THE AMAZING THINGS YOU WILL EXPERIENCE AS A MOM (THE THINGS THAT COWARD CAN NEVER GET BACK). AND KNOW THAT WE ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU AND HAVE YOUR BACK NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. LOVE YOU!!

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  2. I second that!! Oh, and I have the karaoke version of that song...I will definitely sing it for you. Love ya!!!

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  3. Thank you! I am so blessed to have yall in my life, as well as all the people who are here for me through this time!! :) We need to get together so you can meet my precious little man!!

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  4. Kayla,
    Remember it takes a man to care for a family and a coward to walk out on one. Though some times will be harder than others, I know that you are such a strong woman and Mason is so blessed to have you in his life. Cherish your times together and remember how you are a beautiful, strong, independent woman and find strength in that everyday. Congratulations on your son and God Bless.

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  5. He has a head full of hair & is the cutest thing ever... I could hold him all day everyday! I love that quote! & I think you are very strong to handle the things in which you have & done them in a manner as good! You will do just fine without him in your life remember you now have to be strong for that precious little boy of yours bc to him you are now his whole world & he is yours :) That alone is something to be thankful for! You will be a great mom!

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